TODAY WAS A REALLY SMOOTH DAY!! A REALLY REALLY GOOD DAY!! I FEEL SO GOOD TODAYY!!! MUST BE METTA MEDITATION!! OH & THE FACT THAT I PRAYED FOR A SMOOTH BORING DAY
BEFORE I LEFT FOR SCHOOL THIS MORNING! I DON'T REALLY KNOW BUT
I DO KNOW THAT I'M LOVING IT!!
I JUST LOVE IT!!
I JUST LOVE TODAYY!!!!!
love today for tomorrow may never come; live in the present moment :)
&babe i love you; nL.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Hey Hey! Yes.. today's the start of the new term! Sigh.. having the Monday Homework Blues :( Ok, let's talk about Sunday first :) HAHA the Poh & Teo Talk show ;p It was really interesting.. and yes bits and bits of dhamma Brought Kieran to BFY for the first time :) Got a little surprise when he brought his siblings too 'I ask for one, I get two more.. this is a package deal ya?' (russell peters indian accent) Haha was glad that he enjoyed the session, he said he would be coming back next week :)
When to the Singapore Island Country Club after the session with some of the BF people :) Nico, Ethel, Carene, Edmund.. just to name a few :) KTV, Pool & Bowling :) Well I didn't go for the Bowling part though.. sigh I wish my dad can cool down sometimes.. I think he scolded Yi Wei & Brother Henry while they were telling him the directions to the club entrance because he was scolding me before I passed them the phone urghh he embarrasses me. Yup yup.. but all in all it was Awesome! Haha Edmund wanted to pay a tribute to MJ but I think he did it in the wrong way.. haha I think :) Found out that Jason & Perry can sing too haha! Loved Karaoke-ing with Carene, it was so fun.. haha Justin was just talking through the songs! xD Haha.. went back home early to watch some news after that yeah then went to bed :)
School was ok today.. I guess sigh.. damn bored.. full of more homework & lectures. Was so tired that I slept in chinese HAHA no one listens anyway.. haha accept gin ming I think :) OK.. I really should be doing my work right now So see ya guys! :)
&babe i love you; nL.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
CAMP REUNION TODAY!!! (or rather yesterday cause' it's already 1.34am) haha.. it was funn!! I had a fantastic (Indian russell peters accent) time today! Vegetarian Food (aka. free breakfast for tomorrow). Music. Performances. Photos. Awesome People :) Haha! Here's the video of the BF YOUTH CAMP :)
Haha.. wheww.. I remembered to pass the shirt & ring to Jia Hui & Nick :) I thought I would forget, haha I hope they both like their presents ;p Wonder if I can make it for Sunday's session.. really don't wanna disappoint Kieran! No the problem is I wonder if my parents will let me go to the session! Anyways I gotta go.. gotta wake up at 5am tomorrow Jog at the Botanic Gardens.. wonder if I can actually get out of bed Hahaok see ya guys! :)
&babe i love you; nL.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Yo People! I'm back from the Chalet!! let's all say:
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER SAMUELJOSEPHTEO! Haha! Crazy Party People! Too noisy for me! I don't really mind but I'll get a headache if I stay there for too long! :) Haha.. anyway it was a great party haha! Loved it when everyone carried Samuel to the beach to dunk him!! :) Haha one big crazy crowd of people carrying one guy! :) Woo Hoo! Was almost late for Intune! Stayed a little while longer cause' apparently someone called in Sarpino's :) Haha.. I gave Samuel a guy bracelet haha I hope he likes it :) Hope Reece's gets better haha he hit his head while walking up the stairs to get me down in time for the cake! Anyways I gotta go (urghh... stupid homework) so see you guys!
&babe i love you; nL.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Learned quite a lot from yesterday's talk; I was quite happy that Dr. Wong's view point of love is the same as mine :) Logically speaking. Why do you fall in love? Attraction? Haha no! it's oxytocin! (i think i spelled it wrongly haha) Bleh.. haha at least someone can help me spread the message of being logical about relationships & etc. Haha.. roleplay!! Wear a suit everyday for that damned sexy girl and buy her flowers everyday! Yeah right haha!
Anyway, watched Drag me To Hell yesterday!! It was freakin' scary!! kept hiding behind Thow's jacket! Haha Who's Damned Idea Was It To Watch Drag Me To Hell again? Anyway, looking forward for this week's BF session cause' Hao & Carene are giving a talk :) Bringing Kieran to BF this week , this should be interesting! :) Mum & Dad should be coming back home today! so YAY!! xD Haha.. should be going with Ken to fetch them later! :)
Can't wait for the Camp reunion! 26th June! xD I must remind myself to bring all the souvenirs from Thailand with me, bought some stuff for Jia Hui & Nick! :) Haha I want to watch Transformers 2!! xD Anyway, I gotta go so see ya guys!
&babe i love you; nL.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Heyo People! Met Up With Kieran yesterday; my super duper old friend! xD Haha... it was fun! Watched Hannah Montana! It was so scary..!! Haha..wth? Haha.. He was trying to help me wrap Jia Bi's present but in the end I did it myself cause he didn't actually know wth he was doing! Then when to Jia Bi's bday party at the Fish & co. glass house after sending Kieran off :) Haha.. wanted to go to West Coast with them but decided not to cause' they'll probably only leave west coast at 5 or 6am! Ken brought me back home and we called it a day!
Read a lot of things about Love from all sorts of teenagers.. different views & etc. Seems rather sad.. haha relationships? Nah not worth it! It's very interesting to watch how all these things unfold... you can learn and gain a lot of wisdom just by observing ya know? Less talking more observing & listening. Actually it's my hobby to observe these things but even if you have the knowledge after learning from people's experiences, you need to apply it to your own life. What for have all the knowledge stuck in your head when you don't use it to improve your own life?
Love is so complicated.. haha actually love isn't such a special word. Saying the word Love is as common as saying Hi to somebody. Haha blame it on the damned hormones for teenagers being emo.. It's so funny when they say: Nobody loves me, Oh I can't live without her/him & blah blah.. or maybe I'm just sadistic or maybe it's just weird to me why people are getting so stressed & tensed about relationships and blah.. If you really love someone & you care for them, their happiness is always your top priority & you'll be happy for them no matter what they do as long as they're happy.
Hmm... and do you realise that everyone will always tell you: Don't worry someday you are going to find a guy/girl that would like you for you! Haha.. and if after 3 years and you're still single all they'll have to do is to say the same thing again! We might as well record it and play it to everyone who isn't attached yet! Then rewind the tape if that person still comes back single haha! Anyways.. the topic for BF this week is going to be 'falling in love' by Dr. Wong Interesting.. haha let's just wait and hear what he/she has to say :) This should be good haha like I said, more observing & listening.. less talking. Oh & here's a tip: If you have a crush, expect to be crushed. If not crushes would be called something else right? :)
&babe i love you; nL.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Heyo People! I'm back from my Meditation Retreat in Hua Hin! xD There's just too much to say.. so I'll just sum it up! In a Word: it was AWESOMEE!! haha ghost stories. pillow fights. lots of swimming. MEDITATION. Made a few new friends.. haha everyone there was awesome! :) Hoped everyone enjoyed the Hua Hin Retreat as much as I did! xD Love ya People!
&babe i love you; nL.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
haha was supposed to go for history remedial today!!! Overslept so i missed it! Gonna go for tomorrow's one to make up for it! haha had Physics tuition! Then went over to my cous' ni-ner (crap.. i don't know how to spell her name) place haha.. spent like 4h there swimming and playing with ken, my bro, daryl & justin (daryl's bud)! xD It was fun!! haha ken & I tried meditating in the water haha children's pool! Love The Slide!!! and yes i know im childish!! xD Haha.. my 3rd aunt cooked for us a feast man!! haha Nostalgia man! The fried rice & everything was awesome! Just The Way I Like It! xD Haha..! Played ABC with ken!! Got some good shots myself!! Silent ball! But I still need tons of practice though! Haha! I wanna buy a basketball in Hua Hin and play at basketball court at Sheraton! xD Haha.. nico said that she's game!! haha.. let's play ball y'all!
Haha.. lame. anyway played a little soccer with daryl, troy & ryan! xD I'm so dead cause' i kicked the ball a little too hard cause' the court was on the 3rd floor so there was a fence and everything right? Yup we're playing soccer in a basketball court on the 3rd floor haha.. and yeah I sorta kicked the ball over the fence and the fence was like what.. 5m tall? I didn't think that I would kick that high..haha! The ball landed in the water tank compound haha so we can't excess it! T.T Bye bye ball! Reminds me of the time in BF camp haha.. bye bye ball! it rolled out into the open sea! Lucky for us those ACS water polo guys were there.. wheww! Saved the ball for us.. if not I would live a life of guilt forever!!! It was my fault that the ball rolled out into sea in the first place.. yeah so THANK YOU acs water polo guys!! Yup!! so had a good day today!! xD haha im gonna knock out now cause' im pretty shagged! See ya guys! xD
Oh & check this out! haha!
Sorry for the language folks! haha! xD Hope you enjoyed it! It's pretty old though haha! Oh & this next one is really good! haha! xD
Haha.. how true! man i'm guilty of that too! haha xD 'aww.. c'mon you got shampoo! and then what? tell me!'
&babe i love you; nL.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Heyo people! xD Haha went out with my good old' Westwood friends today (or rather yesterday cause' it's already 3.28am in the morning)! xD Zhan, Darryl & Sheryl.. haha unfortunately Kieran fell sick or something haha so he couldn't make it! We went to Cineleisure to play at the arcade.. hahasheryl wanted to watch a movie but Darryl had a lot of work left to do at home so we left early. Met up at Tangs with Thow, Rong Han, Jia Xian, Carene, Edmund, Andre & Hao later! Was supposed to celebrate Ronghan's birthday today but i missed the sasake sushi lunch buffet with them .. T.T cause' I was with Darryl & the other guys! Only ate ya kunkaya toast for my bunch! T.T Took a bus to Marina Square to go to the Arcade again! haha I think today is Arcade day! Haha tried to play pool but failed miserably! Edmund & Jia Xian were trying to teach me how to hold the handle and stuff.. haha! Edmund tried to play the arcade drums thing.. wahh beginner's stage! very difficult right? still can get a D with everyone helping out haha!
Oh & I just found out that my cam can't take pictures while it's in video mode haha! Haha.. retarded! Went bowling after playing at the arcade, came in 2nd! xD cause' the first few were like long kang all the way man! And I think jiaxian had a special connection with his ball man cause' he had so many strikes! Haha went around for a little shopping after that.. action city, creative.. myuk Settled down at Starbucks for a grante vanilla ice blended & a potato curry puff!! I got ripped off cause' pizza hut's student meal was like only $7.90 with the soup & coke! And just that puff & vanilla ice blended caused me $10.90.. I wanna cry... I'm on a student's budget ya know? Haha.. chatted down at starbucks till it was time to watch our movie Yup & you guessed it! Terminator salvation again!! I still had to hide at those gruesome parts though... haha! Yeaha got scolded by my dad for coming back late on the taxi home.. haha! haha.. it was so funny because' thow was actually worried haha! And Yes I'm grounded! till my parents come back! but it's ok.. haha cause when I had a webcamconvo with my parents they were totally cool about it... they just need time to cool themselves down that's all I love my parents! Love you Mum Love you Dad! haha but it's kinda late now so I'm gonna head off to bed so.. See ya guys!
&babe i love you; nL.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Haha Had Fencing yesterday! Overslept AGAIN!! fencing starts from 9am! And I woke up at only 8.55am!! Quickly took a shower! then rushed to school in dad's car! xD Haha thanks for sending me to school dad! Yup and then went to Macs with Clara, Gin Ming, Damini & Isabella later after fencing! Haha.. waited with Clara for 35 mins just for the $4.50 lunch deal.. we're saving money!! cause' we arrived at Macs at around 11.25am haha but the deal only starts at 12pm! Haha we're on a student's budget ya know? Didn't eat the fries though.. urghh with the oil and everything? Gin said that it just screamed out 'FATS!!!' Haha after macs, I started chatting with Jia Hui using the mic since 1pm? Oh & then we stopped chatting at 6.03 haha... longest mic convo I ever had! It's amazing how girls can talk so long..! I'm a girl and I don't even know why haha.. this must the kind of 'girl stuff' Nick was talking about.. weird :) Just let the conversation flow... just flow babe! xD Haha it's fun chatting with her! She's such a lovable girl! Yeaha I gotta go now! Ok See Ya Guys! xD
Oh and enjoy this Joe Jonas Gay Video!
haha! It's retarded! xD
&babe i love you; nL.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Heyo People! Went Out To Bugis Today! Met Jia Hui at around 2pm or so.. Then went wandering around in search of food! Ate a box of tayoyaki balls! heehee I love them! Anyway finally settled down at a quiet corner of Food Junction.. haha was supposed to do PoA work but ended up chatting.. not a rare sight I'm not surprised! Yeha.. ate lemon chicken rice then a plate of fruits (green apple & pineapple)! Then Nick came and joined us around 3.15 with his 2 friends... haha it was quite unexpected! Ling Kee & Douglous (haha.. I can't spell his name right!) Oh & then Nick asked us to guess what Ling Kee was... half chinese half what? Jia Hui was like Indian!! Oh my gosh.. wth? haha! He's half jap! half indian? wth?! haha!
Anyway, we went to the library to study cause' the food court didn't have a plug for ling kee's laptop. And again, Jia Hui & I tried to study but then chatted again haha we sorta gotta Nick chatting too haha he couldn't concentrate on his work.. sorry Nick! Yeah then somehow Jia Hui started going around pressing people's hand muscle or something, you know the piece of whatever that's in between your thumb & your index finger? Oww.. haha Lin Kee got scared cause' he's a piano player Buhaha! you will never play the piano again!! haha just kiddin' !
Yeha after studying we went to the new mall opposite Bugis junction! yeah the one with the blinking lights at night? The mall was quite big but they had very little shops! So it's sorta like Vivo when it wasn't fully set up yet.. yeah that sort of feeling Anyways.. when around looking for Jiabi'sbdae present.. her birthday is coming soon! haha she invited me to her party so I've gotta have a gift right? Haha.. But in the end I bought something (I'm not say what cause in case he reads my blog or something haha cause' he does sometimes) that was more suitable for Ken.. oh & did you know that you have to be 18 to buy some stuff there? wth? haha got ling kee to stand there and help me buy it.. cause' he looks the oldest More 18-ish.. haha but we're all 17 accept me of course.. haha! Watched terminator salvation later at around 7.15 i think haha they were supposed to leave for wushu class or something but in the end they decided to stay haha!
The movie was hilarious and freakin' cool with the explosions and stuff.. haha! I like jiahui's expression though haha she kept using the jacket to cover her eyes! Haha I borrowed Nick's jacket cause' it was kinda cold but then Nick was like very warm.. why aren't guys scared of the cold I will never know. Haha.. told Jia Hui if she's cold she can go and hug Nick.. haha! The movie ended around 9pm or so haha we didn't leave right away cause' Nick said that there were gonna be some after movie stuff in the credits... haha waited till the lights came on... in the end there was no bloopers or anything haha he was like 'cheat my feeling'!! We all waited till Jia Hui got on her bus then went to the MRT.. haha found out that Ling Kee lives in orchard too. Yeaha chatted with Ling Kee on the MRThaha then he helped me to find my bus stop after that haha he's a nice guy.
Reached Home around 10 or so.. then Jia Hui started smsing me around 1am? haha I got tired and stopped smsing around 2am.. haha! Cause' I got fencing tomorrow! Ok See ya guys!
&babe i love you; nL.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Fencing Was Awesome!! Oral Was Horrible!! Chatting About Bleach With Li Ting Was Excentric but Awesome!! Ok ttfn! xD Love ya!
&babe i love you; nL.
Monday, June 1, 2009
BF YOUTH CAMP!!!!! xD
Ok.. I know I'm supposed to like describe my whole 3 days right? But there's far too much to blog about.. haha I'm lazy i know! I'll probably just blog about the second day haha!
the second day
Woke up early ok cause' I wanted to watch the sunrise!! I didn't have a watch and my handphone wasn't with me so I took the sky turning blue as my signal to wake up! I wanted to wake at 5am but I woke up at 6am instead haha! Went to the roof with my camera thought I would be alone cause' we're only required to wake up at 8am Was surprised to see Thow & Jia Xian already there haha i guess everyone wanted fresh air. Ok then chatted there till it was time for breakfast Ate frosties without milk (they didn't have any) from a cup Had a Dharma talk! really enlightening! was damn awesome and super appropriate for everyone so I was quite happy cause' I heard that there were quite a number of newbies in the camp! It's not who are you but what are you! Buhaha! The Inner Child!! I think still have that cause' I still love running around the field no apparent reason! I just simply love the wind and the feel of adrenaline pumping! I'm not crazy haha but I understand how it may seem like it! xD
Ok then we made our way to Sentosa I think! The Amazing Race!!! xD Haha.. was like running after the bus! didn't take the bus cause' there were like 3 groups already waiting there plus I didn't think that they would fit in so we kept walking! Starting running after we saw the bus pass us by.. haha I was in the front Saw phionna & hao laughing at us!!! so bad!! Started sprinting right after that! Haha! Then my group people got stiches so had to stop haha! Anyway.. long story man! haha anyway.. finished 4th for the race cause' we couldn't find the where the hell the rope was! We were supposed to find the rope and skip it together.. haha! But apparently kai yang took it away or something haha so we couldn't find it! :(
Nevermind haha was resting at the rocks eating my lunch after the race. Then played captian's ball!! heehee we won twice in a row!! Oh & then Rong Han ripped his pants haha while playing wth?! haha.. oh and when Jia Xian played captain's ball was like having a ballerina + su mu kong together haha wah so many different kind of actions haha! damn funny! But he was damn good unlike me! I'm super lousy!! Oh & our ball rolled off into the sea during one of the games (it was my fault.. guilty) btw.. and not the one that you were supposed to swim into it was the rocky part the dangerous cliffy one! We decided that it was too dangerous to get back it back cause of the strong current.. so i was like 'Bye bye ball! I'll miss you!' But then some guys that were quite near us decided to help us out & jumped into the sea.. and then got our ball back for us haha applause applause!! and apparently they are Xuan's friends or something cause' he said that they were from his school's water polo team haha ohh so that explains it.. haha so brave man! Then he was like 'haha.. you see ACS barker boys are gentlemen' I was like 'Ok you win you proved your point haha' Anyway, helped Xuan dig a hole after the game well not really cause' I got distracted and decided to help bury Nico!!! heehee! Haha.. it was super fun!! Oh & then a dunking session began!! Starting with Nico! haha! Those who got dunked later helped out the others to dunk other people since they got wet already haha more manpower! I think it's instant karma cause' right after I laughed at Andre, I was next to get dunked! It was damn fast I didn't have the time to run or resist or anything.. haha! Cause' when Justin tried to carry me he couldn't do it so I thought it was over so I stopped resisting! Haha I was like 'I'm too heavy you can't dunk me!' Then later four other guys just ran and then helped him!! Arghh.. cannot run! T.T
Yeha so I got soaked!! Got my own fun by dunking Zheng Hao haha with the help of other people of cause' got Jia Xian to help me at first haha! I was like 'Hmm.. Jia Xian you haven't shown me how to do the fireman's lift yet you know?' Then we grabbed Zheng Hao haha he started huggin & grabbing onto the pole! Actually I got a good grip on his right leg but then he slipped out and then his legs were like so slippery I don't know wth he applied it was lotion or oil or something haha! Stayed and played in the water for a while! haha! got into a sand fight!! Stupid justin!! haha! Tried to win but cannot win!! Haha got to surrender got no choice haha! Ate only colesaw for dinner haha didn't feel like eating! Did dances & cheers after that! Haha.. I love the friendship dance haha so fun!! I think Jia Xian was high that time haha but then again everyone sorta was haha! Caryn said that I'm lucky cause I'm like super high & I don't need drugs or anything to be high!! Heehee.. I'll take that as a compliment!! xD My legs were like sore from the running, swimming and everything!!
Immediately showered after reaching the temple!! Couldn't stand it! Did some stretching with Lycia haha she's a fencer too! OMG sabre!!! Taught her some stuff! Then watched Madagascar 2! Heehee! Was laughing through out the whole movie! Was trying not to mouth out what was gonna happen next cause some people haven't watched it yet haha! I LOVE KING JULIAN! but not as much as hitsugaya of course! He was like 'Oh suddenly throwing a giraffe into a volcano to get water is crazy!' wth? Damn retarded!!
Ok.. it was like already 1am but I wasn't that tired yet so I went to the roof with some people to eat chips (I regret not eating dinner at sentosa! I could hear my stomach growling.. haha) ended chatting up there for some time. Went down to sleep after Hao called us down Knocked out in less than 5 minutes.. I guess I really was tired haha!
Yeah.. so basically the camp was AWESOME!! The best one I have ever been to haha! Everyone was enthu!! haha even the newbies were enthu!! (haha! I'm a newbie myself.. yes I'm a noob) Loved the atmosphere there! Met lots of new people!! Made lots of new friends!! Yeha.. to sum it all up the camp was/had: AWESOME FUN! AWESOME SUN! AWESOME PEOPLE! AWESOME EVERYTHING! Heehee.. yeah!! I gotta go bathe now!! So see ya people! Later!
&babe i love you; nL.
The Name's Nicole.
I'm A Girl, Duh.
I'm a 15 year old who loves animals, sports, nature& music!
FAV COLOURS: red! gold! lime green! purple! pink! &turquoise!
My Religion is Compassion.
My Mission: To Fight For Those Who Don't Have A Voice To Fight For Themselves.